Addiction

I'm strung out and I'm sentimental

On Blackfriars Bridge hoping that it's all over

Check my pulse to see if I still living

Cos I feel death get closer

My racing mind

My bloodshot eyes

Tell the truth or end up in despair

My fucking pain

It's easy to see

That it is my cross to bear

I hit rock bottom

But that was last autumn

Now I keeping myself in line

I hit the rock bottom

But now I'm back at em

Taking each day at a time

This is Holiness

This my alibi

This is addiction

This is my last try

Lost count of how many times I cried out for help

Said I needed a doctor

Check me in and I'll check out

Cos I'm fucked going over and over

My racing mind

My bloodshot eyes

Tell a tale of woe and loss and despair

My fucking pain

Is easy to see

And it is my cross to bear

I hit rock bottom

But that was last autumn

Now I'm keeping myself in line

I hit rock bottom

But now I'm back at em

Taking each day at a time

This is Holiness

This my alibi

This is addiction

This is my last try