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42 days in this state

Homesickness at its core

I close my eyes and ears like a newborn kit

And I hold my breath as I sink faster than ever before

I can't help but summon someone

I don't feel safe when I'm alone

If only my blankets would come and swallow me whole

Like a monster that feeds off of all the guilt I own

Return me to where you found me

And kiss me before you go

My dollhouse has gathered so many cobwebs

The cеiling dips down low

Abandoned are things that my memory can't bеar to love

The pansies are dying and all the young girls play too rough

Don't wanna love the things

That nobody can talk about

I'm scared to be shunned for the parts of me that are not clean

I'm still covered in dirt from all of the times I was too mean

So, tonight I'm a curled fawn

Sweet Bambi drowned deep in his tears

I swallow my agony, hope it will be gone by dawn

But in the morning I wake up to see its carcass on the lawn

Return me to where you found me

And kiss me before you go

Even though I'm aching to return home

I'll still say I'll miss you so

Abandoned are things that my memory can't bear to love

The pansies are dying and all the young girls play too rough

The pansies are dying and all the young girls play too rough