You Used To Be My Little Angel

Scars on my eyes crown full of thorns

Head in the skies when it rains only pours

Hearts in a casket gun in my basket

I'm numb to the Sun but I been here before

And I don't chase dreams I run from nightmares

And I got many friends and they don't fight fair

God bless the jackals as they sleep when my

Body lays numb give the wolves something to eat

And I can feel it

Through the holes in the cracks in the ceiling

I'm forgiven

The small boy who grasped to his toy

While the world torn apart I was built to destroy

You're leaving and I'm a demon

But my horns don't show

And my eyes wont close

And the noose wont hold

And my mind wont fold

I'll be here till the end

Till the skies don't glow

I carved a message in my hand saying save me

I carved a message in my arm saying help me

I been stuck inside my shell

I need patience I'm in hell

And all the angels gather round

And then they laugh just as I fell

Tryna fill my heart falling closer to the edge

Reaching out to all these people who

Said they were my friends

Oh God, their not calling back

Lifelines going dim

Like my head

Like the rest

Like my fucking beating chest oh

If I wanna die I should probably not own a pistol

A piece for peace just fucking up all my mental

Never said that I was safe

Never said that I was home

I'm just sittin in my car on this hilltop alone

Hands shaking blowing camels up into the sky

You know I miss you while I'm cradling this 45

Hammer cocked back wondering if angles fly

Hammer cocked back wondering if angles cry

Fuck it off that take me up into the sky

Tears drying while I'm taking time to say goodbye

Hold tight

Keep going going going

Don't fly away

You know you know know it

I tried to stay

They said I'd cycle backwards

I feel the sway

Back and forth so fuck it

I'll fly away