Kill My Thirst

1)

Fear can grow

Where safety was

And hate will rise

Where lovers lost

We're missing things

We used to have

Are playing with what

We need the most

At the time

We recognize

We're giving up

'Cause it's too late

I hide myself in strength

And cover dirt with paint

Pretend to never bother

But care from start to end

I am a friend rejector

Too many I have lost

A promise doesn't matter

For I prefer distrust

2)

I want to live in freedom

Though I cannot let go

The more I try to pick up

The less I seem to know

I cannot stay where I am

Don't know where else to run

The future left behind me

I'm waiting for what's gone

Bastards live

Where dreamers die

With angry source

Respect runs dry

We want to stay

And settle down

What we learn instead

Is how to leave

On the road

We miss our homes

While being there

Can lock us in

3)

I know I am a fighter

What for I still don't get

The reason I am still here

Is I don't dare to leave

I hate me for the reasons

The others love me for

My strength and my endurance

Makes them leave me alone

4)

Take a peek

But do not touch

Dare to touch

But don't take home

We need directives

To feel free

It is the choice

That insecures

Hopes are high

And aims are great

What we can't have

We want the most