Self

Yeah she got a man she don't really give a fuck bout

Left him back home in a whole other state

Move to LA cause she wanna be famous

Got a 9-5 on the side, she a waitress

But it's getting tough, hard to find balance

Between making money and living out a passion

Wanna be a actress, wanna be a star

Live up in The Hills with a real nice car

So she quits that job

Finds an old man to pay for her shoes and her fake spray tans

Now she got time to focus on herself

All she gotta do is fuck the guy once a month

I know a lot of girls just like this

One of 'em happens to be my ex

Fucked a couple rappers before we met

But that was in the past so I can't be upset

Still I had to let it go cause it fucked with my head

Made me hate people that I never even met

Tryna change her is my only regret so I wish her the best

But I'm onto the next yeah

It was fun while it lasted but I gotta leave you in the past tense

Should've known from the jump that's what happened

That's what I get for tryna be captain

Wow

So why you think I stick to myself these days

Did my best to help but you don't wanna be saved

Maybe one day you'll see that I was right all along

But by then I'll be gone yeah

So why you think I stick to myself these days

Did my best to help but you don't wanna be saved

Maybe one day you'll see that I was right all along

But by then I'll be gone yeah

Let me tell you about another girl from back in the day

Best pussy that I ever had yeah

Haven't seen the girl in years

But I peeped her Instagram and she still hella bad

Wonder if she still think about me

Still got all of my sweaters, still got all of my letters

Damn I should've known better

Every day we kicked it, caught a vibe with her

Got drunk, smoked kush, got high with her

Through the thick and the thin, I would ride with her

Swear to God I really fucking thought I'd die with her

Fairy tale shit, felt like fiction

Drunk off love, didn't even sip shit yeah

She was everything I was missing

Till I found out that she had an addiction

Damn she smoked that ice

Didn't tell me till a couple months in it yikes

Made me think twice but I stuck by her side

I was really down for life so I stayed with her

Helped her get clean, shit was hella rough

But we worked as a team

And just when I thought that it might work out

She found someone else while I was out of town damn

Wow

So why you think I stick to myself these days

Did my best to help but you don't wanna be saved

Maybe one day you'll see that I was right all along

But by then I'll be gone yeah

So why you think I stick to myself these days

Did my best to help but you don't wanna be saved

Maybe one day you'll see that I was right all along

But by then I'll be gone yeah