Delirium

Delirium

Raindrops disturbing the slow silence of night

Drunk again, I can hardly walk back home

I feel a near presence

I turn aside, a silhouette stands

A child with the devil's smile

Before me, plays his music box

An uneasy feeling catches me, I panic

I lose control, my skin shivers, I flee

I wake up out of myself

My senses are cheating me

I'm cold and shaking

I've dreamed a horrid nightmare

Where the shades played an irritating melody

Thousand of hands hold me nailed to my bed

A dazing swirl of voices tell me to remain

Hidden in the arms of the silent night

Showing an inwilling face, I force my way out

Taken by quavers, on the edges of madness

Sharpening my nerves

I curse God's name, 'cause my life's fake

Release me from that burning grip

That holds my sanity confined

Far off my glance & mind

If i commit suicide

Will I be released?

Intersecting disharmonic notes

Drowning my soul by force

Towards my prisons, my suicide