Derelict (feat. Matthew Youkhana)

Heretic

Everyday was exactly the same

I was alone in my thoughts as everyone pushed me away

I cried out for help, but no one cared at all

It’s not for attention; it’s not for a trend

Can someone tell me: Will it ever end?

I can’t take anymore it’s too hard to fucking ignore

Four years a coward but nothing has changed

Give me the chance and I would spit in your fucking face

Who the fuck do you think you are?

Making me believe I’m not the same as you want me to be

I can’t take anymore

I’m trying to escape forever, but my sanity is running short

Someone save me cause I can’t break free

Four years trapped inside these walls with no hope at all

There’s no hope at all

There’s no hope

As the years have gone by

Four years a coward I have realized

You’re all fucking pathetic

Take off your crowns and just fucking admit it

Can’t you see where I am now?

Four years have passed and I’m living a dream

But you’re still trapped in your cliques

Embedded in bullshit

I can’t fucking breathe

Stop talking about what I really wanted to fucking achieve

Motherfuck what you think

How do I compete with opinions?

A gat to your teeth, cock back, and I squeeze, bitch

How do I succeed? Must suck being me

Sucks being you tied up to a chair right now

About to die with your heart full of greed

Just listen to me. Yo, pull up bitch

You got advice to give when your life is shit?

You ain't wise living a lie

Envious mind, justify why in life you quit

You’re miscarriage, misfire, frustrated man

With heart full of fire, picking on the people

With a dream to aspire

Lights out, bitch. I’mma shine, be quiet