How I Fall Apart

All alone inside my head

All alone inside my head

To escape the thought of loneliness is to resist

There’s no point to refuse this

Crawling toward something serious

I’m not trying to push you, I’m just too distant

Is this who you are? ‘Cause it’s not who I am

You can’t make me change; I’m just a shell with no substance

Now I know that I’m all alone

And nobody will come to save me

This is how I fall apart

All alone with these nightmares in my head

In time the walls surround me

Decrepit fixtures on the shelf all fade from my memory

Trembling behind the mask

Devoid of anything resembling humanity

Always under pressure I dissolve

Void in my vacancy

Buried underneath it all

In silence I sink

Now I know that I’m all alone

And nobody will come to save me

This is how I fall apart

All alone with these nightmares in my head

All alone inside my head

All alone inside my head

I can’t give myself to you further

For everything’s so meaningless to me

I’ll rip out your heart

‘Cause that’s all I’m good for

I can’t be your shepherd if I’m lost

Now I know that I’m all alone

And nobody will come to save me

This is how I fall apart

All alone with these nightmares in my head