Tremor

I cast aside faith; you see these hands

Are trembling so why push me?

I can't be bothered being everything that you need

Always on about making the right choice

But how should I know when I just can't stop

What I've pushed away for way too long, the path I know is gone

I take this pain as if I could wake up, say I'm done

Brush it off and forget it

My mind is stuck. I bring the worst out within myself

There's too many nights I've been kept up

That I've had enough

Don't tell me that I think too much

And I've never felt so out of touch

Pull me away from my pain

I can't stop this hate

I can't stop the shaking

And can't stand the sight of my face

I can't stop this hate

I pray to be back to days where there was substance

I can't forgive these feelings that I hold inside, they destroy me

No matter what I say, I still feel this fucking hate

Nothing gets past you, or so you think

Always putting your faith where it shouldn't be

So you can pull the claws out from under my skin

I won't let you in. I don't want you in my head

Wrong from the start, I see right through

Everything you hate in me will blow right back on you

It's taking over all of me

And there goes all the progress that I've made

It's taking over all of me

And there goes my progress. I'll never leave

Pull me away from my pain

I can't stop this hate

I can't stop the shaking

And can't stand the sight of my face

I can't stop this hate

I take this pain as if I could wake up, say I'm done

Brush it off and forget it

My mind is stuck

I bring the worst out within myself

There's too many nights I've been kept up

That I've had enough

Don't tell me that I think too much