Cult Leader

I never really wanted you

I never really wanted to (but)

I never should have followed you, or your ways

You would always catch me in your gaze

I never really asked for this

I just took my chances (yeah)

I never tried to run away or escape

Cause i got no where else to be anyways (anyways)

I never tell you 'cause you won’t believe it’s true

But it’s hard to fake it baby when I’m lying next to you

Now i feel wasted and i don’t know what to do

Laying naked in the tub waiting for you

I never really thought of you

I never really thought that you could

Livin’ in the deepest parts of my head

What’s the point of beating hearts

If we’re dead, dead, dead

You’re inside my brain

All the things you said, said, said

I look into your mind-

but all I see is red, red, red, (red, red, red)

I never tell you cuz you won’t believe it’s true

But it’s hard to fake it baby

When I’m laying next to you

Now i feel wasted and i don’t know what to do

Laying naked making one last call for you

And how long would it be

Til’ you let go of everything you made with me

I never tell you cuz you won’t believe its true

But it’s hard to fake it baby

When I’m laying next to you

Now i feel wasted and i don’t know what to do

I close my eyes the water’s turning red for you