Up Above

One more time I gotta see your face and I

Cry every time I think about the things that ya did

Held me down, always told me to face my fears

I held the tears back had to get a beer

Just to maintain from all the stress of pain

I held ya there but damn now ya gone from ya

I think about the things that I should've said

Before the fall, I scream and I curse at God

For takin you away so early in my life

Ya never had the chance to see me have a wife

Never be a grandmother and see my kids

Ya never see ya son mature and go on to live

I fight the tears to stay strong for the fam, but damn

I'm just a man with a broken plan, I am

I'm just a man with a broken plan, I am

I'm just a man

C'mon

(talking)

Sometimes I just zone out

Thinking about everything that you did for me

All the love that you had given me

But then I think about where you are right now

And it brings me peace

And it brings me joy

But sometimes I still feel a little bit empty

Sometimes when the stress in the day is thick

I have a wish to have that one last kiss

One more hug, rejoice and grandma love

Of God above, a lot I needed because

The stress and strain, the pain come down the rain

The sun, it came too late now it's not the same

My life has changed, my soul has an empty place

And only the sound of your voice can fill the space

I'll wrestle angels just to see ya face again

Because you were my life, my mother and friend

You reside in God's love now in heaven above

So don't you move ya son gonna see you soon

I run, past the hardships tears and pain

Growin up I said ya name you always came

Hold my hand, gotta move through the storm

Now I need to be strong cause you're with the Lord

From the beginning to end, 'til I finish the start

Hold close to my heart no matter how hard

Things get to be, it's you I see

Smilin, cryin, lookin down at me

Wit tears of joy, come hold your baby boy

Look at me now, it'll make momma proud

So she can see the things I aspire to be

She sowed the seed, and now her boys a tree

And uh, moves are strong and they go along

And, raise the star let ? of God

And, all the love that you givin me

Help, me become the man you see

So, hold me close and never let me go

Low behold the time you have to go

Spread your wings momma let you fly

Cuz God himself will be the one to dry ya eyes

I'll wrestle angels just to see ya face again

Because you were my life, my mother and friend

You reside in God's love now in heaven above

So don't you move ya son gonna see you soon

I run, past the hardships tears and pain

Growin up I said ya name you always came

Hold my hand, gotta move through the storm

Now I need to be strong cause you're with the Lord