December

My heart is not set on December.

Tomorrow may not come at all.

I am here. I am now.

The wolves, they hunt for me. And vultures, await my flesh.

Or so you say…

But why does it have to be this way?

Will you ever change?

No, no.

Will you ever change?

You said “You know that I will help you through this”

I’m not looking forward to the funerals of my family and friends.

So today, today, I’ll let them know just how much they mean to me.

I’m not looking forward to the end.

So today, today, I’ll let you know just how much I love you.

My heart is not set on December.

Tomorrow may not come at all.

I am here. I am now.

And that’s all that really matters to me.

And that’s all that really matters to me.

I still have my goals and I still have my dreams

but I won’t lose sight of what is in front of me.

I’ll love, because there’s too much hate in the world.

Laugh and just let go of it all.

This uncertainty is killing me.

Like spiders crawling down my throat. Oooh Nooo

My heart is not set on December.

Tomorrow may not come at all.

I am here. I am now.

And that’s all that really matters to me.

And that’s all that really matters to me.

I am not afraid of failure.

I am not afraid to try.

I am not afraid of giving my all.

I am not afraid of life.

I am here. I am now