Feelin' Lonely

[Chorus]

I know you're feelin' lonely, I know that I'm not the

only one

that you can call but keep me in mind....

This feeling of lust in haunting, not only me and

wanting you

Think of a time and keep me in mind....

[Verse 1]

As she walks home from school

It's feelin' longer than

the years it takes a lil' boy to grow into a man

She's often ridiculed, people don't understand

she's being picked apart and scarred by her father's

hand

And he's a wierd old man, and can't control his anger

liquor and drug abuse turned him to a total stranger

Perverted child abuser, molester and a rapist

his daughter's had enough, she can no longer take it

Withstand the hurt and pain, she's feelin' suicidal

her life is gettin' frail, her mind is always idle

Which let's the devil in, to do his dirty deeds

he shovels up the soil, after we plant the seeds

It's 20 after 4, she's on the tile flo'

in the girls bathroom, back against the stall do'

As she begins her ending, she keeps her eyes closed

syringe to her veins an adolescent overdose (DAMN)

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]

His name was Rick, first captain of his football team

the senior class valedictorian high school king

Regualr jock, played sports baseball, track

run a 50-yard dash in 6 seconds flat

He got stacks of mail from differnt colleges

scholarship fundin', majorin' in Biology

You could say homey was popular, never phony

Until the people found out he dated men only. (MAN)

His reputation was in everybody's conversation

the peers who he considered friends had 2 faces

They chanted gay jokes, the scholarship erased

receivin' death threats plus a fam-i-ly disgrace

The stress accumulated, he couldn't take the pressha'

therefore he pulled the 9-millimeter from the dressa'

He took his life for bein' different than you or me

The same classmates wept at his eulogy. (MAN)

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

This was the summer time, you know it's party time

after the cap and gown routine, they on the scene

Some of em' puffin' green, and tryin' different

things

say for instance lil' Joey just tryin' to reach his

dream

He's never slept wit' a girl he's a virgin

sex drive urgin', movin' like Excursions

His best friend told him to come over later on

he throwin' a house party cuz his parents leavin'

home

He met a girl, short skirt, showin' off her body

They feelin' each other, excused themselves from

everybody

It's finally goin' down it's really 'bout to happen,

(happen)

his mind's so cloudy forgot to use a magnum. (DAMN)

A year down the road Joey's headed to the doctor

checkin' on a bad cold, (bad cold)

as he sits on the table and he gaspin' for his breath

doctor said he had AIDS and got 6 months left. (DAMN)