One To Two

There are things i'd like to say

That i've said too many times before

Things i should have done

Instead of looking for a way to get out

You'll never know the sorrow i felt

Or the hours i've laid awake

Thinking about just what you said

How could you know how i felt?

I never took the time to figure it out

Or see how the problems arose

I tried to blame the two of you

I can only blame myself

For the pain we felt

There are words i should have spoken

But i kept my f~cking mouth shut instead

Words would've made the difference

But they always stayed unsaid

Why won't you ever see?

Why won't you even see?

It's not just me