Dopesick

Hate both part of my head

And nothing in between

Tells me what's right or wrong

They've brought me in this cell

Full of dopesicked guys,

There even walls cry

But

I've never deserved it

I' ve never asked for it

I've never wanted to

Be threated like a fool

I've never knew this way

A safety belt on me

They damn inject in me

Something that burns in me...

So many voices in my head

Many creatures in my brain

Many toxins in my cell

So many people in my head

No mirror, face to face

Me and myself

They keep an eye on me

All the time and I feel

Like I'm an animal

The doctor said "keep on trying,

You must pay, you should die"

They want me to absorb

Substitutes and various pills

Untasty products but what is real ?

Tubes and fluids flow through me

They test their medicine on me

So many voices in my head

Many creatures in my brain

Many toxins in my cell

So many people in my head

No mirror, face to face

Me and myself

Fighting dope with dope

That's the way they abuse

Making me so confused

This place I haunt

This bed I lay on

Hold me down and down...

Why they keep me there ?

Where torment and fear

Walk side by side...

This asylum I' ll stay in

Til' the day I'll be clean

From my blood to my soul

Suffering and substitution

When prohibition means salvation

I mourn the day I could live without

This gasoline that makes me live !

So many voices in my head

Many creatures in my brain

Many toxins in my cell

So many people in my head

No mirror, face to face

Me and myself...