Look For The Woman

There's a weight over me today,

it's something I have to say,

love you too much to leave,

don't like you enough to stay.

My heads in a mess

and I'm stressed

but i guess its a test in the quest for happiness

and the rest of that mess

so i best just acquiesce

even though I've grown tired of you

And that ain't meant to sound spiteful

I'm just trying to be insightful

when i write all my emotions

In the night all the stuff I try to fight

just comes out and the sad fact is I'm so tired of you

Love, its a weird thing ain't it?

there's no way to explain it

but i swear as well as pain

there should be joy but we sustain

the same level of m undane

and its numbing me through

i often wonder if I'd miss you

and have the urge to kiss you

if an issue was to hit through

to this heart that now feels disused

and said issue was too big to just ignore

and i walked out on you

the chances are I'd fall apart

and suffer seizures of the heart

as my chest begins to smart

the very second have to part

i want to go back to the start

but then again maybe I'd just feel new

maybe I'd get my life on track

and start to focus my attack

on all the things my life just lacks

and start to claw my passion back

instead of living like a hack

half committed half relaxed

id have nothing to lose

There's a weight over me today

it's something I have to say

love you too much to leave

don't like you enough to stay

There's a weight over me today

it's something I have to say

love you too much to leave

don't like you enough to stay

I guess lately I've had too much time to think

and yeah way too much drink

when paper meets the ink

over thinking is the chink in my armour

that's just what i do.

And I've always been that way, forever questioning each day and every plea that's made that maybe when i lay my busy mind will make me prove by finding problems and reasons, that might not be true.(?)

See we got together so young,

before our real lives had begun,

but flowers don't grow up as one,

each finds its own way to the sun,

and that's exactly what we've done.

We've grown up separately too,

And for a few years now it's been the problem,

and these realisations...i wish that i could stop them,

but I've realised that love is all we have in common,

and deep down you know that's true.

But then surely that I'm still in love with you means there's something we can do....to get us through and to pursue a brand new point of view on how this gap grew... between me and you.

So there's a weight over me and i'd hate to have to leave

but in fate i don't believe and the state of you and me isn't great as you can see.....

so i'll keep thinking this through.

There's a weight over me today

it's something I have to say

love you too much to leave

don't like you enough to stay

There's a weight over me today

it's something I have to say

love you too much to leave

don't like you enough to stay

There's a weight over me today

it's something I have to say

love you too much to leave

don't like you enough to stay