Paralyzed

Quite early that morning

Was awake long before that beep sound (beep)

Outside my window there was a fire or could it just be the sunrise I

never had known

I met them that morning, I had nothing to hide

But the death of my Brother and the past of my life

Was ready to fail, I was ready to die

But all that I got was a tear in my eye, tell me

How would you consume me my father

Would I reach in despair, see the hate in her face

Then be ripped into pieces and fed to her man

Was paralysed, scared of my inner world

Rebuilding my hope, then seeking a way to get through

I stumbled back home, so sure, but I did not understand

Had a picture of her and her father, she was holding his hand

In my kitchen the butcher, in the bedroom a child

I wasn't aware that the judgement was mine

She lay a hand on my forehead and told me to sleep

She just might have seen a child within me

Kind of

Paralysed, scared of my inner worlds

Rebuilding my hope, then seeking a way to get through

Why do I wish to forget all these things

that still, long after lives on in my dreams

I was

Paralysed scared of my inner worlds

Rebuilding my hope, then seeking a way to get through