Heavy Heart

I can’t do it, I can’t confide, I can’t see the signs anymore

For a moment yeah I thought you were mine, but I guess that I’ve been wrong before

I’m getting with it, I’m getting in line, now don’t you know I’m always on the run

Well I’m scared and I don’t know why, now what am I running from?

And then again

I can’t do it, I can’t relate, now can you guess what I am thinking of

And all these things that they taught me to hate, that’s all I ever, ever really loved

Yeah I get you and you get me fine, I’ll play along, I’ll get on with the game

I’ll build it up like a funeral pyre, I’ll burn it all down again

And then you say

“I know it’s been just an hour or two

It feels like I’ve been forever with you

Love turns into lust, like a dream

Just like a curse, whatever’s in between”

And just when I thought you were already gone

The DJ, he goes and starts playing our favorite song

I drank too much and all these strangers keep wearing your face

This heavy heart, it won’t go away

I can’t do it, I’ll fall apart, I can’t do it all over again

It always feels like I’m trying too hard, so eagerly desperate to fit in

But I’m with you, I’m in for the ride, I’ll thrown my tiny fists into the brawl

We’ll speed it up to the greatest heights, we’ll crash and burn from the fall

And then you say

“I know it’s been just an hour or two

It feels like I’ve been forever with you

Love turns into lust, like a dream

Just like a curse, do you know what I mean?”

And just when I thought you were already gone

The DJ, he goes and starts playing our favorite song

I drank too much and all these strangers keep wearing your face

This heavy heart, it won’t go away