Crowd Of Me

It was a total fabrication

Just to start a conversation with a girl

I tried to show her something better

And all she saw was something bitter from my world

Pretend that I am greater when all I am are shadows on the wall

I think that I am standing the world that I constructed starts to fall

But everyday

I live a life

Don't understand

Will I become nothing that I've planned

But everyday I wish that I could run away

I find myself beneath the masks I've made

I get so lost in a crowd of me

I get so blind by what I see

I get so lost in a crowd of me

And I don't even know the man I used to be

Like a fraud I tried to fool you

As the facade I dearly cling to fades away

But the mask I wear tomorrow

It doesn't take away the sorrow of today

I been reaching our for something

To fill the haunting void within my heart

The masks that I keep wearing are sure but slowly tearing me apart

But everyday

I live a life

Don't understand

Will I become nothing that I've planned

But everyday I wish that I could run away

I find myself beneath the masks I've made

I get so lost in a crowd of me

I get so blind by what I see

I get so lost in a crowd a crowd of me

I don't even know the man I used to be

I don't even know the man I used

Say I don't even know the man I used

I don't even know the man I used

To be