Book Of Revelations

I can't sleep

I keep thinking about this

What if, with everything that's going on

The world really is coming to an end?

Then what?

What if it isn't a lie?

What if we make it to heaven and don't get inside?

What if we get to the gates

And see God on the other side

And He looks us in our face

And says our whole lives we've wasted time?

What if we can't go back?

What if we can't redo this life

And get one second chance?

What if our future happiness

Is memories of our past?

While we burn forever haunted

By the devil's laughs?

Why?

Why do we push them away?

And why do the ones we work to keep

Never actually stay?

Why do we focus on tomorrow

And forget about today?

And smile in everybody's face

And try and act like we're okay?

Why do we live this way?

Why do we hate? Why do we fight?

Why do we act like there's time

And got more than one life?

Why?

(Answer me)

Why? Why!? Why? Why?

I'm older and looking for truth

I'm holding my faith in my hand

But the pain in this world has been shaking it loose

I used to have so much to gain

Now I have so much to lose

They say I'm crazy for looking for answers

I say they crazy for not giving proof

Vision is blurred, I'm over concerned

I'm looking at God to see

If life with Him is something I've earned

The devil's been watching he's tryna recruit

He's been waiting at every turn

I'm driving this life on the highway to hell

But I won't burn!

Fuck!

We know the difference

We know what is wrong and we know what is right

But Satan is strong, God

And most of Your people are losing the fight

(We try)

So what if we fail?

What if we can't escape his lies?

What if we can't change

What if he still controls our minds?

Where do we run? Where do we go?

Who do we talk to?

We look around and everyone we see

Is lost too

What if life was just some test that we all do?

What if You were busy when we called You?

What if hell's on Earth?

What if being born is dying

And dying's birth?

Would that mean life's not God's gift

But the devil's curse?

And to live was to be evil

'Cause it's words reversed?

What if the devil entered a pastor

And he led a church?

What if we looked for the truth

But didn't know where to search?

What if the books they said to read

Had never been Your words?

What if we chose to follow You

But we still had that urge?

Will You forgive us for our sins

And let us in Your world?

God we at the gates

We couldn't see, hear, or touch You

But we had faith

We know we messed up, we human

And we make mistakes

So we just begging we get in

And that You'll have grace

God!

What if we didn't mean it?

What if the place we grew up forgot to teach us?

What if we never even got the chance

To go and seek it?

Then what? Then what? (then what?)

Dear family

We're in scary times

Nobody has the answers

Just make sure we spread love

And believe

My name is Dax