Overhauling Wounds

I once saw the world

With eyes painted red

And a spirit black

Sheltered from the light

I'd face the unknown

With fear in my eyes

And the weight of the world on my back

Drowning in lies

I wait to see

A wound that bleeds

Eternally

Forever breaking

The one that's weak

Naive and sick

Who feels so bleak

To change and to never reverse

As I cut myself breaking every bone

I am waiting, I'm just waiting to be gone

As I break myself and die to be reborn

I am molded by my aching

Overhauling wounds

I have felt before

With eyes burning soar

And a pair of hands that shake

Trembling in the light

I'm shattered and torn

With scars to remind

Of the one I tried to be

Tattered from the lies

I wait to see

A wound that bleeds

Incessantly

Forever killing

The one that's fake

Who'll cry and break

At all mistakes

He’s done and could never accept

As I cut myself breaking every bone

I am waiting, I'm just waiting to be gone

As I break myself and die to be reborn

I am crawling without hope

As I cut myself down to the bone

I am waiting, I'm just waiting to see blood

As I break myself and rise once more

I am molded by my aching

Overhauling wounds

I used to see the world

With eyes that could not face the unknown

Like never I've been before

I'm tattered and torn

As I cut myself breaking every bone

I am waiting, I'm just waiting to be gone

As I break myself and die to be reborn

I am crawling without hope

And I keep bleeding just to keep feeling

And hear myself screaming but never healing

And I keep cutting just to feel burning

And never returning

To what I was running from

And I keep screaming just to be living

But never hearing and never believing

And I keep waiting just to be facing

The lies that I'm making

The ones I'm running from

As I see myself in a mirror of regret

I am trying, I am dying to forget

As I rebuild myself to be better than before

I am shaped by each and every one

Of my

Overhauling wounds