Blue Jays

Tonight I drink to you

For all the times we spent

And all the times we didn’t get

And I’ll meet you again

Blanketed in soil

Fossilized in photographs

Can’t say it doesn’t hurt

The beating second hand that tortures me

Cause your not here

Cause your not here

I’m too tired to eat

Too tired to breathe

Too tired to deal with all of these tragedies

But I’m too scared

I’m too scared

To sleep

So smear the dark circles that cradled my eyes

I fool myself to keep livin’ this mundane life

With the flushed pigment and these fractured smiles

I’m just buyin’ my time

Without you by my side

Without you by my side

I’m too tired to eat

Too tired to breathe

Too tired to deal with all of these tragedies

But I’m too scared

I’m too scared

To sleep

They say keep on movin’

Oh keep on movin’ kid

But it’s so hard movin’

It’s so hard movin’ it aches

Just keep on movin’ oh keep on movin’

As the dead robins strung across the morning dew

The blue jays oh sing a sorrowful tune

I’ll never stop missing you

I’ll never stop loving you