Sadder Than Ever

When you're away from me

I'm sadder than ever

I wish I could explain it better

I wish it wasn't true

I'll leave you a day or two

For you to supposedly think of something clever

For you to write yourself a letter

For you to tell yourself what to do

I read your interviews

I never avoid your avenue

When I told you I was passing by

My boss said go to work or he'll fire me

You knew you asked me to

I will stay calm with what you told me

That I would do the opposite of what I told you to do

And that you would be more afraid

I know it's not fair

'Cause clearly I didn't know that

Would make you miserable

And if you really want to know

When you walk away from me

I'm sadder than ever

I wish I could explain it better

I wish it wasn't true

I called you back, drunk in my Benz

Driving home under the influence

I scared you to death, but you waste your breath

Cause I only listen to my fucking friends

You do not identify with me

You don't identify with me, no

'Cause I always treated you like shitty

I made you hate this city

You never said shit about me on the internet

You never told anyone anything bad about me

'Cause my shitty life is embarrassing, it was your everything

And everything that I did made you fucking sad

Sorry if I make you waste time you don't have

I'm a shitty person and I accept it

You could talk about every time I'm on time

But you stay quiet, because that never happened

You never heard from your mother or friends, so

You stopped listening to them, because I was stupid

Ruin everything good

I always said I was misunderstood

All your moments you made mine

Damn my life, I'll leave you alone!