Never Again

I tried to tell you that there's always

two sides to the blade

I saw my future cave in from the roots of decay

The dark cloud started dancing all over the sun

Whatever it took to make my blood run

I had a ways to go

Sorrow that you'll never know

But lately it's beginning to show

And I tell myself never again

The armies of doubt were playing war in my head

I couldn't recover from the things that they said

Crash landed in the safehouse under the stairs

Last place on earth where anyone cares

Never dreamed I'd fall to this

Something that I couldn't resist

And now I just clench my fists

And I tell myself never again

Run silent, run deep, run as fast as you can

Let the rest of the world slide through your hands

Old habits die hard like a fatal disease

They cut you so deep, you can never come clean

I've got a past to pay

I got demons to face

I can't just run away

But I tell myself never again