Everything All At Once

Floating through the halls an inch above ground

Nobody's home and I settle to the sound

Everything all at once from all times

In a single point for me to cast my eye

I look backward and forward to all my decisions

I've watched myself on my way to desistence

I'll eat a bag of seeds right before I die

In hopes that a tree grows from my spine

It will sprout up from inside the box where I lay

& I'll start a new life behind cemetery gates

Well it wraps around my head, amends

I've made this bed of mine

I've seen the best and the worst

Cause I've figured out

That everything's my fault and

No matter how hard I try I'm not satisfied

Everything all at once from all times

Pick me up from the floor of my room

I've been mentally fetal since I left the womb

Who'd have thought that the fear would set in so soon?

It's consuming me

Suddenly

I think about it more and more

I am closer to

Death could be dragging his knuckles on my door

Any day

I feel it coming on

How can I get myself out of this

Mess I'm in?

I need to find a way out

Before I lose it completely

Or has it happened already?

I can't even tell anymore

Death, It's consuming me

Well it wraps around my head, amends

I've made this bed of mine

I've seen the best and the worst

Cause I've figured out

That everything's my fault

No matter how hard I try

Everything all at once from all times

Floating through the halls an inch above ground

Nobody's home so I'll settle to the sound

Everything all at once from all times

In a single point for me to cast my eye

I look backward and forward to all my decisions

You don't know what it means

You don't know what it means

To see what I have seen

The lights are on but no one's home

& If you looked inside you'd see how empty I am again

Maybe if I explained myself enough

I'd make sense to more than just

The pillow that's on my bed

Can't let my brain get to my head

Maybe if I explained myself enough

I'd make sense to more than just

The pillow that's on my bed

Can't let my brain get to my head

(Well it wraps around my head, amends

I've made this bed of mine

I've seen the best and the worst.)

Floating through the halls an inch above ground

Nobody's home so I'll settle to the sound