Dead Ends

I drink the bottle

Just to leave a message

I'm face down i know i've never felt so selfish

I try to run but my legs give out

I need this crutch like you need your doubt in me

I've dug myself a hole too deep

Now i can't get out of recurring dreams

I can fall asleep or just fall apart

You can break my rules but you won't break my heart tonight

You know that i can't think straight

And you're complaining

If there was something i wanted to say

Well it's too late now

And there's no assurance

But i keep on moving

I've searched this over and over again

Only to find dead ends

I need you now

I need the poison in my veins

This anchor pulls me down

But i won't stop treading

The water's cold and it's dark outside

The current stops me from getting past the tides

I know it's time to sink or swim

But i won't drown myself just to feel something

I need your voice i don't need to speak

I'll prove to you that i'm listening

You know that i can't think straight

And you're complaining

If there was something i wanted to say

Well it's too late now

And there's no assurance

But i keep on moving

I've searched this over and over again

Only to find dead ends

I drink the bottle just to get a message out

I've dug myself a hole too deep

I'm stuck in recurring dreams

I need the poison in my veins

This anchors pulling me away

I need your voice to carry me

I need you just to feel something

You know that i can't think straight

And you're complaining

If there was something i wanted to say

Well it's too late now

And there's no assurance

But i keep on moving

I've searched this over and over again

Only to find dead ends