Trigger

So tired

Of being tired and drunk and lonely

I hate myself in the morning

Yeah so much more in the morning

When the guilt swells

Through my stomach and my heart beats through my ears

And all the little things that I ignore

Seem to be more real

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

All the records I've been playing

Tell me to stay this way and all the ones I love give up on me

The tried they hardest but failed so miserably

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

My heart was fast but your head was quicker and we watched it all go

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

My timeline

Is running out fast

My future will never beat my past

And I still can't work out

How to make my money last

Oh all the things I thought that I could be

Get less and less as each new day begins

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

My heart was fast but your head was quicker and we watched it all go

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go