Pretty Stupid

Consumed with doubt I don't know where to start

With this technicolour scar on the centre of my heart

But I guess, I suppose I ought to try and expose why I'm like this

Maybe come to terms with my vices

All I see haunts me

I'll put my head in that noose

Like I've nothing to lose I'll put your head in that noose like I've got nothing to prove

I've got that false serenity in an ssri

You wanna be the fucking hero

Then I guess I'm the bad guy

Built to believe that redemption is free

With suicidal thoughts you even said to me

It's hard getting clean

With a fucked heart, won't start

A thin paradox, not beating hard With trust bleeding out all over the ground

And forgiveness not sight to be found

Here I am again with a bloody pen

Like a knife to fragile skin

You think you know

But you don't know shit

All it takes, is the wrong time and place these days

So I'm raising stakes now

Another piece of shit In Adidas NMDs

Look at me!

No sympathy

A pseudo sigh of relief

At the thought that everything is gonna be how it should be

A pseudo sigh of relief

You think you got away

With making me look so fucking guilty

And I've still got blood to bleed

You should have buried me