Falling Up

Things were happening

I felt the weight of the expectation on my chest

My mind was traveling

But I swear that I don't remember where it went

They said things will grow in

So why do I feel like nothing at all is left?

So I'll keep on moving

If I'm standing still then I'll feel the emptiness

'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low

And I looked so stupid when I lose control

I'm alone in my bedroom and the walls are caving in

And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing

Oh, I'm barely breathing

'Cause I'm feeling down, but I'm falling up

And I'm breaking out, but not out of luck

As I breathe the air into my lungs

I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough

Oh, oh, oh, oh

I gotta change me

And if I wake up now there's a chance to start again

But if I wait

Could I get back to the place where it all began before?

Oh, oh, oh, oh

I got so lonely and you got so low

And I looked so stupid when you came to my show

I'm alone in the spotlight, and the walls are caving in

And I thought I'd be happy, but I'm barely breathing

Ooh, I'm barely breathing

'Cause I'm feeling down, but I'm falling up

And I'm breaking out, but not out of luck

As I breathe the air, into my lungs

I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I hate the man that I've turned into

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I've come so far, what did I lose?

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I swear to God I will make it through

I'll make it through

'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low

And I looked so stupid, when you came to my show

I'm alone in the spotlight, and the walls are caving in

And I thought I'd be happy, but I'm barely breathing

Ooh, I'm barely breathing

'Cause I'm feeling down, but I'm falling up

And I'm breaking out, but not out of luck

As I breathe the air, into my lungs

I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough