Where Are My Fucking Pills?

Paranoid, so paranoid, shut it out, i'm on self-destruct.

I can't deal with the pains in my head.

Medicate the suffocation with bullshit arrogance.

I'm in love with a suicide

In too deep is just a state of mind.

Self-sedation is my fucking 9 to 5

With a death obsession working overtime.

I can't get clean, some scars won't leave, i won't come clean.

Paranoid, feed the void, running low, i'm so fucking weak.

Shit gets real when your friends end up dead.

Lying in a puddle on the side of the bed.

But nothing says i love you like a capital crime.

I'm praying for injection instead of 25

I can't take this fucking noose on my neck.

Barbiturate, percocet, caffeinated suspect

I'm in love with my suicide

Playing the victim is such a waste of time.

Medicating to keep yourself alive

Autopilot drug sick kicks into overdrive.

I won't come clean, i won't come clean.

Paranoid, just feed the void, shut it out, this mic's set to stun.

I can't deal with the pains in my head.

Medicate the suffocation with bullshit arrogance.

I'm in love with a suicide

In too deep is just a state of mind.

But i can come clean,

You can trust me.

Rest your hopes on my lips and taste my venom

Let my sorrow weigh you down and feed upon you.