Early Autumn

You wanted to go

Because a full life was out of sight

Sometimes you believed in unreal mights

You lost your brother in early times

You lost your life while waiting for a sign

You waited for a life without all the pain

You always wanted to exit from this room without doors

You left this life to escape your despair

But salvation won´t wait for you there

Now you´re nowhere

....Maybe somewhere

But no god waits for you

All ideals

....and all ideas

Are buried now with you

You were at war

Without ever knowing your enemy

Without ever returning back home

Where you always felt alone

You wanted to be

A part of your dream where no one feels loneliness

You didn´t know you would never return

From this early autumn