Ashamed

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet

But I am broken and torn with heels at my feet

And with your purest light why don't you shine on me?

Well I should have been an angel

But I'm too dumb to speak

Now as she gets nearer, the visions get clearer

I'm kneeling, weeping

I will hold her dear

Oh, If your eyes water, you've got your favorite number to spin

And oh, what a crying shame, a crying shame

What we became

Murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night

Hit him with a book and how he crumbles

Oh you should have seen the arches tumble

Their golden no more

Now I'm smiling in my blood

I'm caught in a whirlwind

I'm going to heaven

I'm standing on trial and it's painted on canvas

An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic

And oh, what a crying shame, what a crying shame

What we became

I bow my head in the morning light and say goodnight

I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes

Stumbled down the stairs and hang my self on high

And I started for the town that I have a front yard

And died