Turn To Hate

I've been trying to find a way to do it best to release

This tension weighing it's weighing on my chest

And I don't need to wonder anymore at all

The words that you speak to keep me believing

Just let this turn to hate

So I can push this all away

Because I swear that I'd have better luck talking to

And staring at the walls

I only stepped outside to collect myself

I just had to catch my breath

And that's when you lost control

Like right then you'd had enough

So you locked me out I had no choice,

What was I supposed to do

I created all the static that you're clinging to

And it's something that you're not used to, at all

There is the fondest memory of you inside me

That I can't seem to shake, I can't seem to shake

There is the fondest habit that's deep inside of me

That I can't seem to break, I can't seem to break