Farewell

Yeah, sometimes things happen man, guess out of our control and we just gotta deal with it. Farewell.

I don't wanna say goodbye but sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

Farewell miss, I know that you can care less

But I'm sorry for everything I was careless

But I need you to know that I love you so much

And I've been drinking myself to sleep, my soul's crushed

A couple more shots I know I'm gonna go nuts

I can't deal with the fact you left me with no crutch

I was in love with you, how could you do this to me!?

Actually, I did this to myself, what a tragedy!

And now what do I do? Where do I go?

Cause everywhere I go I see your face

It's hard startin' over tryna find another shoulder to lean on

I feel like my whole life just got peed on

They say time heals, but damn it I wanna stop this time

And feel this pain as crazy as it sounds to me it's sane

And I like it, why? Cause I feel like we're still united

In some weird way, I don't wanna fight it!

I don't wanna say goodbye but sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back

It's like that!? After all the crap, we've been through!?

I can't believe you! I know I fucked up

But look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up!

You keep sending me to voicemail

I'm annoyed, hell! Shit you coulda at least sent a text

But you're probably busy kissing someone else's lips

While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this shit!

You're hardheaded, a sharp headache, I need help call a medic!

I just cut myself, yeah I did it

Without you I'm nothing, don't you get it!?

Everytime that I said I loved you I meant it

You turn and tell me you hate me and regret that

We ever met, I can't believe you just said that

You're so cold, you just hit me so low

I can't take this no more, so hit the road

I don't wanna say goodbye but sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

Some things just don't seem the way they do

One day you tell me I love you and only you

I wake up to find out it was a dream

You're telling me you hate me, you're leaving me

People change, everything changes

We go from best friends then become strangers

We go from seeing eachother everyday then

Farewell, to never seeing your face again

I can't get you out of my head

So I'm out of my bed at four in the morning wishing I was dead

But for some odd reason I can't do it

For some reason I needed to write what's on my mind and what's going through it

Cause if I don't I'll probably suffocate

Why do you have so much hate towards me? You need some loving babe

God I fuckin' love you, I hate myself

For fallin' in love with you just to find out all I did was trouble you

My heart is aching, I'm medicated

I tried meditating, but nothing works I don't even feel sedated

I wish you could feel what I feel for one second

I wreckon you would jump out your window bare naked

Fuck humiliation, you would do anything to get me back

Opinions wouldn't matter what they thought in fact

You would tell everyone to fuck themselves, good

And do everything to have me, if you could

I don't wanna say goodbye but sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight