Lost

If I could measure the distance

Between the lightness and the shade

I could make sense of this dark

And I could find my way

It felt like it was raining

But only inside my head

Waiting in that dark room

For her songs to guide my way

The world won't listen anymore

Not the way that you think it should

The rain falls in the same way

Like it did when I was young

Sitting in that same old room

And just sang about love

I'm sure if I could see the stars

They might shine for me

But all I feel is the rain

And it soaks me to my skin

It seemed like the song played for hours

It turned and it turned and it turned

And I remember it skipped at the part where she sang about love

And I'm still in that room

Next to that skipping record

I'm still in that room

Where the minutes seem like hours

The song plays loud It drowns out my pity

I remember the day and I remember the hour

I remember the day and I remember the hour

It's a vice squeezing on my skull

I remember the minute and I remember the second

And how it came apart so fast

These thoughts will last me my whole life

These thoughts will plague me my whole life

My heart it beats in the same way

Beating out of time

My hearts stops beating in my sleep