She Leaves

When it hurts

It hurts until it dosen't hurt

When she leaves

She leaves, she leaves, she leaves

And that's all I ever see

It's like I can't breathe

It's like I can't eat

Happy is what you got

Where you're at

Where you've been

And where you're not

When you visit those places

When you do those (?)

And notice they're ghosts

And you try not to say anything

It's just a constant comparison contrast

Of all those little things that never seem to last

With him there

And with there lack

Are you alone (are you alone?)

Or are you fine by the weight of this shadow?

I've seen what's missing

Have you seen?

Like the notes they wrote at the window

Can't be seen

Unless by cold or by breathing on them

But I have not breath

And see those little notes that they left for me

(I rather not)

I rather not breath

(I rather not)

I rather not see

(I rather not)

I rather not be