Pull Me Under

I'm so tired of hiding and running

Tired of all the lying

It's like we never stop fighting

Until someone is dying

It's too hard to keep on smiling

When this hate keeps on rising

Even hard to keep surviving

When this war is all they're buying

It's so binding, vilifying

But I know I can't stop trying

Terrifying, terrorizing

I can't stop, they're right behind me

Will I survive all the nights on my own?

Or will I be left just to dry like a bone?

Roam on thin ice, and there's nowhere to go!

Take my hand now and just lead me back home

I'm so far away

From who I used to be

I want to be free

Will I ever? See

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes it feels like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream!

We keep going around in circles

We've learned to be so hurtful

In the end, was it all worth it?

When you thought it would all be perfect

All I hear is a voice cursing

While the real ones are smirking

I thought that peace would be returning

But the tables keep on turning

In my mind I keep utilizing

That this is what we decided

I keep trying to defy it

But all hope is lost, we're dying

Will I be lost and before the unknown?

There might be a place in our hearts we can go

It's been a while since we learned to come home!

Nothing can stop us now that we know

I'm so far away

From who I used to be

I want to be free

Will I ever? See

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes it feels like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream!

Just to breathe!

From above it's still hard to see

What's real in me!

There's nowhere safe that I can be

So help me 'cause I've emptied

All this pain, it's your rain

They're sending, my remedy

Is pretending like enemies

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes it feels like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream!

I'm so far away!

From who I used to be!

I want to be free!

Will I ever? See

I've been counting all the days waiting to scream!