A Paradox Of Self Destruction

1982 - 2002

Welcome! What was left behind was a disturbed mind

Everyone wishes you the best

You still have some paths to find

Heading the infinity..."stop this test!"

Faust:

"I just want to be myself - please just let me live

Ok father, I will pray before bed time

Hey...who are you? Have I met you before?

Wait, I'm blindfolded...What's my crime?"

You were not a good guy

Now, pay for your big mistake

You thought happiness was something you could buy

But it´s not

And your dreams are a fake

You know they´re not true

Your dreams are fake

Refrão:

Men don't cry

Now, they're saying you're lost

Look above you...something seems to fall

It's the sky

Enjoy this moment

It will get worse every day

This is a destiny that you cannot tame

You were not a good guy

And now, they're saying you're lost

Everyone wishes you the best

Leave me alone...I'm doing...my test...

You are what you once were

Now, pay for your big mistake

This is just the beginning

Your dreams are still fake

Images and fears

Hold my hand

I´ll have to face my life

Find my way

Pain and tears

On this long way

I have to find my life

Day by day

You must never be the second

Show them who the winner is!

Am I ready to face my faith?

I would like for sure!

Planting roses in a ice rock

And roll away from them -

They just want your heart

They just want your soul

Walking through the ashes

People want to see my ruin

While I stand before a entire life

And they take away

A promised future

And they take away

Hope from my eyes

And then I run away

I can feel the guilt for the sins that I have done

But I can´t move on till there´s nothing more inside

Now I see the future that I seek

Yet I run

And I blame

And I cry

I don´t know what to think

There is nowhere to go

Something is inside

But I just don´t know

Refrão:

Men don't cry

Now, they're saying you're lost

Look above you...something seems to fall

It's the sky

Enjoy this moment

It will get worse every day

This is a destiny that you cannot tame

You were not a good guy

And now, they're saying you're lost

Everyone wishes you the best

Leave me alone...I'm doing...my test...

You are what you once were

Now, pay for your big mistake

This is just the beginning

Your dreams are still fake

Rumors we will meet again

I don't like what I'm doing here

I'm learning to suffer...

Leave me alone...I'm doing...my test...

2016

Psychologist: "If you were chosen to be born, you must live. If you live, you love. And if you love, you suffer"