Queen of pain

I'm the queen of pain, I can make it thunder and rain

I can turn the clouds black in the sky

I can put all those tears in your eyes

I'll leave and never wave goodbye 'cause I'm the queen of pain

I won't hear their names, 'cause the voices are always the same

The places, the chaces

The interchangable faces are scratching me

Attaching, surrounding, binding

How can I care if it's not you?

You smile at the things that I do

And then you say I'm as cold as November

Oh, you say I'm as cold as November

Things will never be the same

And I will never give you back your name

'Cause I've earned it with you under my skin

But it's my fault for letting you in

I've betrayed you and it should be a sin

'Cause then you banter you're as cold as November

Oh I say you're as cold as November

You left when I was crying

And I was crying everytime you left

Oh, but ain't it kind of funny how you weren't laughing when I left

So who's the real king of pain?

I'm trying to forget your name

But you show up wherever I go

Your smile lurking in my shadow

Oh, please, why don't you just let me go

'Cause I don't want to remember how it was in May

'Cause now it's the month of November

That was May, but now it's the month of November

Your favorite time of year