BULLETS

I used to know a man that could

Now I barely know the boy who’s standing in the place he should

I grew up with sheltered dreams inside a cauldysac

I wish someone had told me that

Your dreams are meant for sleeping in

And no one wants your living them

I used to be a man that would

Before I let myself get tired

Before my confidence had died

I used to be a skinny kid at the front of the bus

Always had a face only a mother could love

Until you told me I was something

And then I went and switch up, gave up, blew it all for nothing

How much longer will hurt

I can't think of nothing worse

Saw my future clear as day

Now it's grey

Now there's blood stains dripping on my new suit

Think I'm getting tired of taking bullets for you

Feels like all these sharp blades are giving me back pains

You don't even notice what your putting me through

I let you down

You haunt me now

You built the bridge

I broke it down

I never know, I'll never know why

Now I'm a ghost that used to be

I wanted more then lost a piece

I'll never know, I'll never know why