Manhood

It's just your manood Kev oh it's your manhood,

Your a man is that understood?

There's no more frightened man that walks,

My fear comes each time somebody talks,

(but dont you have enough to eat?)

Oh yeah, but deep down I feel so poor,

I feel rejection everywhere, even when she isn't there,

I admit my god I was scared(but not anymore).

And I got scared to say "hello"

I was always thinking that they would want to go,

and though I hated myself I also felt that I

had to shine somehow.

(Are you always feeling guilty?)

Affirmative

(Do you envy those who care free?)

I was scared that I planned my every move.

Its just your manhood, oh its your manhood

Your a man, is that understood?

But will I always be the stranger at the door?

Its just your manhood Kev its your manhood,

Your a man, is that understood?

Listen,

I tried to love recently,

I found Im sick emotionally,

Michaela from my heart I didnt know what to do,

I dont think that i can stand this lonelyness no more,

Somehwere inside, there might be happiness,

I just could not seem to get it out,

(what is it that you want to say?)

I tried so hard to be a man, Ive often worried if I can,

My life just felt like a fight,

Let me tell you how for years,

I was waking up in fear,

Seemed like everything I did was judged all wrong(in my mind)

Until i could break free, I'd always be lonely,

what use is a broken man,

If its my manhood alright,

Why is it that I cant stand my lonliness no more,

Thats the way my life will be,

Im not supposed to be lonley,

Ive got one choice

(whats that?)

spitituality

BIG G!