August Diaries

I tried to keep a diary

To let it out away from me

Maybe

I should’ve burned your memory

Instead I let it ruin me

You see

Watching the Moon I feel its pain

Idyllic, but cold inside

Eating my soul your shattering

I loνe you, boy

You were my sin so hard to hide

But promise that from now on

You’re gone

It’s been a while since you and me

Have shared a real memory

You see

I feel the need quietly

To have you here close to me

Maybe

Watching the Moon I feel its pain

Idyllic but cold inside

Eating my soul your shattering

I loνe you, boy

You were my sin so hard to hide

But promise that from now on

You’re gone

All I remember

Cold like December

She cries on the sofa

Still waiting for him to call her

But she should’ve noticed

It was only August

The cold that she felt

Was not from the weather

Was from his poison