Descending Through Portals Of Misery

Life was a journey, a search for the truth

Many years passed but nothing was new

Just random occurrences all of them trite

Then, on the way, I gave up the fight

Walking through quicksand is how it would feel

Sickened by people, their spirits revealed

Humanity's lost to me this is now known

I've drowned in the current of life's undertow...

Bouncing from one place and then the next

One more would follow and so goes the text

Depression would increase and so would the hate

Grip lost its hold, I fell towards my fate!

But on the way down, my mind's eye would see

No one could know what it meant to be me

Deep down I knew that no one would care

When they woke up one day and I wasn't there

Based on my thoughts I gathered my strength

Empowered myself with my freedom to think

Plotting and hatching my plans for revenge

All the while seeing society's end

Focusing energy into a singular goal

Using my misery to bolster my soul

Between the depths and ear-piercing highs

I found the clarity, and reached for the prize

The choices were many, the decisions were few

Many of options, but I knew what to do

Decide who and what were the cause of my plight

And make them discover the scope of my might.

Now thinking clearly; I moved ahead

Aside from my misery my emotions were dead

But soon during the process, my hate returned

It went from a smolder to a flesh-searing burn!

Now...

I know what must be done

Stalking and waiting

They'll all disappear one by one

Unexplained

My exploits will proceed unchained

Like a wraith

I'll pass through them I can steal their soul

Rotten corpse

Useless to me except to fill a hole

Many will grieve

Until they turn -- and -- see -- me!