Seance

I miss you-it's been so long-how are you-

l'm fine-been out her so long-I remember us

together-so green there-so black there-

I just wonder how long I can go on-I think of you

always-I think of mother and patepa and gordon-

is he ok- I live in dreams now and try to

remember every detail of the past-I try to make

a perfect memory of everything that has gone

before-

now so far away from life-how many in the

hole now, falling off the earth like old men with

no history-do you remember-was I ever there

or am I dreaming-you must remember for me

because I'm losing days-help me o'er that

bridge it is too far-I can not make it-one step

two steps-three steps-am I breathing-is this

a god I see crawling to my grave on hands and

knees and falling falling falling out of llight and

into darkness-hold me hold me ghosts of love

and lovely eyes can hold me in the sun when life

is done my angel are you there can you hear me

I am far away but not too far for dreams-

your face your face-grab me by the hand I will show you

where I am-darkness darkness-feel the wind

my angel are you there-hear my breathing-

I am near you waiting waiting see me smiling

smiling Sun is everywhere... Now they take me

down the Stairs... slowly, slowly-hold me,

hold me near... is that my judge? He sees me...