Dying Sun

Yet again while blazing ahead

I see the shades of the still dying sun turning red

On my path of no destination, no clear end

I'm trying to form the whole picture, clearing my head

Filled with lies, sorrow, pain, anger and despise

My mind is falling apart

My life drained before my eyes

Always seem to be in the middle

Listening to the worries of another

Still there's no one to hear your cries

Why would they bother

Relief - could it be?

A Change - could I see?

Salvation - No, there's not one for me

Walls around you crumbling,

Disappearing to the mist

All your loved ones

Do they still exist?

Still rushing on the path, trying to get away

The sun now dying in the shades of purple and blue

Hate, anger and deceit still draining the life away

Is it not over yet, what is there for anyone to do?

Hatred all around don't feel myself home in here

Hypocrites blaiming others for their fears,

judging others to face false destinies,

I'm forced to be in between, in this agony

Wasted a part of my life on this filth

Now grown weary, I feel sick for their guilt

Think it's my time to run away, to take my leave

But from your blood it's hard to run, it won't leave me be

Making up my mind - are they my kind?

Still have an open fate - want to make my own state

The picture is whole now, but am I?

Been held in between, but why

Doesn't matter anymore

For this I won't feel sore

The sun lies now dead and buried

As do my forever lost emotions

The path now getting fuzzy, almost makes me worried

Don't know were I am, so closes my circle of confusions

Will I see the resurrection of the Sun

I just don't care

All has been done