Feared Determination

I fall awake, at a riverside I leach out

Big old trees, resembling more time i ever had

Fizzling grass beneath my mind, half numbed senses

A last shiver runs through my frail, half-dead corpse of mine

Death is lurking on the edges

Cornering my sight

I faithfully try to keep it clear

But there´s no way, there is no way

Get me out

I don´t want this

Get me out

Shame to die like this

I fall, I shake, at a riverside I bleach out

All my painted pain has been coded into black holes

Dizzying views before my eye, cataract of my sight

Attempt to struggle from the stream, to grab hold of a root

Now by the last strength I’ve got, I look on all that remains

My last uncoordinated jump into a stream of pitch

Betrayed by all my common senses, floundering sorrow

All I´ve seen, all I´ve heard, the story of my life, not a happy end

Death is lurking on the edges

Cornering my sight

I faithfully try to keep it clear

But there´s no way, there is no way

Now by the last strength I’ve got, I look on all that remains

My last uncoordinated jump into a stream of pitch

Betrayed by all my common senses, floundering sorrow

All I´ve seen, all I´ve heard, the story of my life, not a happy end