Heavy

Baby can we take a walk?

I don’t feel like talking

While everybody’s smiling in the kitchen

And lately I have felt like shit

The space behind my eyelids is

Home to a feeling I’ve been missing and yeah

I had a drink

Isn’t it endearing?

Wearing all these problems on my sleeve

We round, back to your street

But I feel

I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier

I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier

I’ve been reading into programs

Relying on a romance

To get this feeling out from under my nails

And I ask- where does all the good go?

I theorize a black hole and

Try not to get too sentimental and so

I have a drink

I feel a little better

Is this the way you always feel?

I’m jealous and uncool

But could I ask

Do you feel

I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier

I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier

And all of my problems I know I’ll solve them

I think I’m doing fine

The man in the dream said

I will feel better yeah it’s only just a matter of time

And call off the party, dampen the rockets

It was a trick of light

I’m sorry you waited

I thought I could make it

But it’s only just a matter of time

Till I feel heavier

I feel heavier, heavier, heavier, heavier