Don't Wanna Know

On the way from the station

There’s a left turn where we ran

I used to pick up the pace then

Take the left turn, it was bad

Just convinced if my heart raced you’d be there

I’d turn the corner, see your curly hair

Then I’d catch my breath

But I breathed alone

So nowadays

I just walk straight home

'Cause I don’t wanna know where you are

I don’t wanna know how you’re doing

I'm getting good at enjoying the dark

Why would I look if it tears me apart?

I am

Making measures

Severing tethers

Don’t look at me while I grow

And a silver lining

Or something frightening

Is every day I don’t know

I don’t wanna know even more

I know you follow me closely

Every hotel, every street

Do you imagine my taxi

My apartment, who I meet?

Just convinced that the dot might say I'm near

You’d open the door, I’d be right here

That’s what I did

Just made me sad

So nowadays

I don’t check the map

'Cause I don’t wanna know where you are

I don’t wanna know how you’re doing

I'm getting good at enjoying the dark

Why would I look if it tears me apart?

I am

Making measures

Severing tethers

Don’t look at me while I grow

And a silver lining

Or something frightening

Is every day I don’t know

I don’t wanna know even more

I’ll forgive you

I’ll forget it

It’ll leave me

And I’ll let it

I’ll forgive you

I’ll forget it

It’ll leave me

And I’ll let it

You keep guard if you want

Hold the light, leave it on

And I’ll forgive you

No, I don’t wanna know where you are

I don’t wanna know how you’re doing

I'm getting good at enjoying the dark

Why would I look if it tears me apart?

I am

Making measures

Severing tethers

Don’t look at me while I grow

And a silver lining

Or something frightening

Is every day I don’t know

I don’t wanna know even more

I don't wanna know