Letter To Olga

Hello my dear beloved Olga

Allow me to introduce myself

'Cause I can wait no longer

Before I will destroy my health

I'm writing you right now my dear

To show how much I really care

You don't know me but I'm so near

My thoughts are flying in the air

You are most beautiful, I know

You are the aim of many lives

One thing I absolutely know is "No!"

Your answer to my offer: Will you be my wife?

Some say: You never talk to her!

Why don't you try to show her all your love?

But I will write to you before

I'll cut my veins with this old knife

There is no sense without your face

Before my eyes, Without your lips

Which kiss my neck in a sweet embrace

Brings tender shivers down my limbs

Just me and you, imagine that

I'll never get it all for real

And people, what're you staring at?

Just let me throw myself under the wheels

And all I feel is emptiness

Which kills my heart, and so it hurts

It's you, my secret killer and my stress

Because you rule my strengthless thoughts

And all I know I always knew

With someone else, for some kind of reason

The angel was so close to you

But you have chosen demon

You'll never know my lips and hands

They were for you, it's not a game

No hope! My life does not have sense

I see no light, I feel no shame

Before I leave I want to say

I love you, And I will before I die

And if that is the only way

I will tonight, my love, Goodbye