A Different Kind of Self Love

Here I am sitting in my room

Waiting for someone to commiserate my doom

Watch out her comes the rain

Why is there always so much pain

All while we were breaking bread and drinking wine

Fine time to leave me

You picked a winner of a reason and the change of season

It went from winter to spring

Then I fell, well, I felt like I was falling, falling

But I picked myself up 'cause I heard my new love calling

All this on the day you left

For a minute my world disappeared

And everything I feared came out in the clear

I understood myself

I reached for my ego shelf

And I pulled down a different kind of self love

So around the bend and back again

I circled all the good parts and erase all the sin

Don't say things you should've said before

The keys to my heart you don't have those keys anymore

All this on the day you left

For a minute my world disappeared

And everything I feared came out in the clear

I understood myself

I reached for my ego shelf

And I pulled down a different kind of self love

Folding the earth over my chest

I call on no one to preach to me

See if you can reach me

Come try to teach me now

You won't get me

All this on the day you left

For a minute my world disappeared

And everything I feared came out in the clear

I understood myself

I reached for my ego shelf

And I pulled down a different kind of self love

But here I am

I am still sitting in my room

Ain't waiting for no one, just waiting for this flower to bloom

But it's too late I've lost love again

It wasn't meant to be

It's never meant to be

Maybe I'll see you someday